Well This Weekend Sucks...

Well so far this weekend sucks.  Last week at work they announced that my job was being moved out of state and I would be re-assigned.  Let me clarify...my whole team was being re-assigned, to other positions within the office.  So good news, we still had jobs, bad news we lost the jobs we were actually qualified for and had come to that specific office to be doing...  So they tell us the change will take place within a couple weeks, well nope, I come in this week and starting Thursday I am being trained on a job that involves phone work with customers...totally not what I want to do...I thought I was being punked.  This is so the opposite I what I have been doing for my 15+ years with this company and 20+ year career anywhere.  I just don't do PHONES, so going into my weekend I am already stressed...

Then I feel like I have another M.S. relapse coming on...my legs are doing this really strange shaky thing but its on the inside.  Its very hard to explain.  You can't see it, but I can feel it and it hurts and it makes it hard to walk and it feels like pins and needles sometimes and it makes me jerk my legs if I laying down.  It's not nice.

And then...I am getting a cold and they hit me very hard when they come on. 

So we go out Friday nite cuz Paul is going to do some fencing thing at Royal Arts and on the way, he keeps saying, "I hope its not all kids" and I am just going along to watch and be supportive.  And we get there and its all kids so he decides to leave before anyone sees him.  Then on the way home he keeps saying, "Wouldn't Dairy Queen be nice?" and I say no, because I can't have anything from Dairy Queen.  Then he says, "Oooh, what about that Carver place over on 256?" and I say no, because I can't have anything from that place and I am and getting a cold and I just want to go home.  And he says, "Oh, what about that ice cream place down by the high school?" and again I say no...because why?  I CANT HAVE ANYTHING FROM THAT PLACE?!  Is he not getting it?  Its kinda selfish to go someplace like that anyway, dontcha think? Then he goes, "Is there a football game tonite because if there is, I bet that place by the high school won't be busy..."  So finally I just say, "Fine, go get something from there..."  I'm sick and stressing out about my job situation and he knows it, but hey lets go get HIM an ice cream, while I sit there and have nothing...sounds like a plan!

So I went to bed with the sniffles Friday nite and woke up Saturday morning with a terrible cold.  Yeah, yuck! So I decided to go to the store to get some cold medicine and it was just barely raining when I left the house and there was a tremendous downpour when I left the store!

And we were supposed to go to the Farmer's Market because it was the last day today but it was raining and I was sick, so I didn't want to go...but Paul insisted.  Really?  In the rain?  So we went. Yeah, cuz he had to have a cupcake that he had promised himself...

So then we get the stuff for salsa and come home and don't make the salsa...until lets see its almost 8:30 now..I hate having late dinner...HATE IT!  So do the kids.  And we were supposed to have rice balls with today's salsa but I couldn't get him out to the store to get the stuff to make them early enough.  They take a long time to make apparently.  After you cook the rice, you have to let the rice mixture cool for an hour before you shape the balls and then fry them...yeah.

Anyway...I wanted to get my new phone this weekend and there isn't enough fundage for that, and my beautiful new birthday purse broke!  Well, just the handle...(but JCPenney has a return policy that might let me exchange it without a receipt, we'll see)..sucky things on top of already sucky weekend!

And while we were driving to the fencing class Friday nite he says to me, "what do you think about meditation..."  And I was like why?  And he says "Well I want to take a meditation class with Sam." and I was welcome to come...and I was like oh no, here we go again.  Now he's gonna put Sam in where Sherry was and he's gonna try to fill that blank that I apparently can't fill.  I apparently can't keep his interest...   I told him I thought we should wait and talk to Dawn about it.  He said he' used to do things with Sam'.   I asked him what things.  He said he went to Chipolte a couple times and he did the breast cancer walk and the fencing class, I was like that's it?  Really, I don't think that counts for much.  I told him I thought maybe he was trying to put Sam in that hole now.  He said he didn't think so. 

See I had surgery last weekend.  I am off limits for 2 weeks.  No intimacy for weeks and now this weekend I am sick so no kissing either...I think without those things, I really hold little interest for my husband.  I really need to bring this up in marriage counseling.  I tried before, but like I said, every session turns into a Paul-fest!  And now, it seems our next few sessions have actually been turned officially into Paul's appointments for ADD.