You've heard of wars ending with a bang...this one ended with a Ping!
Ha! So Sad! My marriage ended with a Ping!
I feel like crying but I'm already ready for work so I guess I will just wait til I get home...I am getting off early today to go to the counselor. I just have to make sure that I get heard this time. Somehow every appointment gets turned into a Paul-fest. I haven't been heard yet. I need to be heard, not that I think it will make any difference.
I love him and I want my marriage to work, but I don't think he is willing to make any changes.
He wants to keep playing the victim and Sherry is backing him up, saying that I am at fault, that it takes two to tango (what a dumb-ass expression), so there is no way I can win, especially now that he has chosen her over me...He wants her as his best friend and me for the 'other things' the tangible-touchy things...
I guess this is the end...It hurts so much. I just wish he would've seen how much he was hurting me before it was too late. I tried to make it work. But this pretending that it wasn't hurting while we tried to move forward, waiting for it to get better just wasn't working...he just kept hurting me more and more...and it was like he didn't care...doesn't care....
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