I can't do it anymore, I'm out! That's what I'm gonna say when we get to the counselor today. I can't take it anymore. If we had broken up in June like we were heading towards, I would be in the process of healing now. Instead just when my wounds start to heal, he finds them and rips them open again! I can't take it anymore!
So each of us have our own account on the computer, and we had ours up while I was fixing dinner (yep me fixing dinner again!). Anyway, Sherry Ping!-ed him and when I came out after dinner to get on the computer I told him she had Ping!-ed him and he pretended not to care. We went to the tv room and watched a movie and after the movie he got up and just stood there...just standing...finally around 10pm I went to bed, because I had to get up early (not this early) for work today. So almost as soon as I went to bed he ran to the computer and Ping!-ed her and started up a conversation with her.
So, it seems he cannot give her up. He has chosen...He did not chose me...he has chosen to re-open my wounds, over and over...and I cannot and will not live like that...
So when we get to counseling today, I will make that perfectly clear...what do you think he will say? What do you think the counselor will say?
I wanted to put this on Facebook and take a vote on it...should Sherry go? Should they both go? I still might...I will wait until after the counseling session to decide if I will post it on Facebook or not...I think I would love for Sherry to know what she is doing to my marriage, because he surely isn't telling her!
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